Why am I discouraged?
Why is my heart so sad?
I will put my hope in God!
I will praise him again—
my Saviour and my God!
Psalm 43:5, NLT*
King David is discouraged. He has real, physical enemies oppressing him and bringing down his spirit.
Sometimes our troubles are solid like that, but often they’re not.
Usually I just have my feelings and the “voices in my head.” Circumstances can be fine but some worry or perceived threat will set up in my mind and steal my joy.
I had a weekend like that recently, moping around carrying a load that probably won’t become real and certainly wasn’t then. Saying “it’s been a bit of a struggle.” That’s what I believed because that’s how it felt. And it was a struggle.
Finally the sensible portion of my brain reminded me, “I have a good Shepherd.”
The rest of me said “oh, yeah” like I’d forgotten. Again. But choosing to believe and rely on that fact ended the struggle with my intangible but real feelings.
Shepherd of our souls, You are strong and kind. Whatever circumstances come, You will still be God, still sufficient for our needs. Forgive us when we entertain thoughts that bring us down. And please train us to hear Your truths faster and more clearly so we can learn to walk in Your freedom instead of our former bondage.
Here’s Josh Bates singing David’s psalm in “The Altar of God,” from the first Glory Revealed album.
*New Living Translation (NLT)Holy Bible. New Living Translation copyright © 1996, 2004, 2007 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.
Thanks so much for sharing. This is so very true. Bless you, my friend.
Kind of sad that I keep needing these reminders to trust, but I guess we’re all that way. God is so patient!
We are works in progress, my friend.
I can so relate. I was thinking this morning that so often God wants to give us greater things than we want to receive. He wants to give me eternal joy in heaven and I just want a little peace and happiness for today. Life doesn’t always allow that to happen. I need to raise my sights. To fix my eyes on Jesus, “who for the joy before him…” Thanks for the reminder and for your honest sharing.